Mallory WERD!

im falling really hard for you and im completely ok with that.

i hate bilss.
i hate being stuck in troy for spring break.
i hate asshole people who dont tip well.
i hate the cold weather.
i hate not being in school.
i hate the amount of laundry i have to do.
i hate being broke...again

theres my hate list for today. Im pretty bored and pretty pessamistic right now.

three important rules for breaking up
don't put off breaking up when you know you want to
prolonging the situation only makes it worse
tell him honestly simply kindly but firmly
don't make a big production
don't make up an elaborate story
this will help you avoid a big tear-jerking scene
if you want to date other people, say so
be prepared for the boy to feel hurt and rejected
even if you've gone together for only a short time
and haven't been too serious
there's still a feeling of rejection when somebody says
she prefers the company of others to your exclusive company
but if you're honest and direct
and avoid making a flowery emotional speech
when you break the news
the boy will respect you for your frankness
and honestly, he'll appreciate the kind straight-forward manner
in which you told him your decision
unless he's a real jerk or a cry-baby you'll remain friends
i'm head of the class
i'm a quarterback
my mom says i'm a catch
i'm never last picked
i'm a cheerleading chick
being attractive is the most important thing there is
if you want to catch the biggest fish in your pond
you have to be as attractive as possible
make sure to keep your hair spotlessly clean
wash it at least every two weeks
once every two weeks
and if you see johnny football hero in the hall
tell him he played a great game
(tell him you liked his article in the newspaper)
i'm the party star
i've got my own car
i'll never get caught
i'm the teacher's pet
i make football bets
i propose we support a one-month limit on going steady
i think it would keep people more able to deal with weird situations
get to know more people
i think if you're ready to go out with johnny
now's the time to tell him about your one-month limit
he won't mind
he'll appreciate your fresh look on dating
and once you've dated someone else
you can date him again
i'm sure he'll like it, everyone will appreciate it
you're so novel, what a good idea
you can keep your time to yourself, you don't need date insurance
you can go out with whoever you want to
every boy, every boy in the whole world could be yours
if you'll just listen to my plan
the teenage guide (to popularity)
i'm head of the class
i'm a quarterback
my mom says i'm a catch
i'm never last picked
i got a cheerleading chick
i'm the party star
i've got my own car
i'll never get caught
i'm the teacher's pet
i make football bets

5 days....really brandon cisco.....break up with me at the bar...really?

my car got broken into also....many things stolen....yesterday just wasnt a good day

im a bartender now.

amazing

i star at mcalisters in montgomery tomorow. I start at 6.25/hr...and in a few weeks im being promoted to shift manager.
Im not exactly crazy about that ..
however i start working at sidelines in the next few weeks...i hope.

so far 2006 looks to be promising.
I know its only what the 4th...but hell its been good.
im scared about whats coming but i know ill make it through.
ive got way too much love and good friends to not make it.

if you didnt know me and all you had to go by was my livejournal then you would probably think im a pretty emo person...but im not. I only write when i feel like i need to get something out. Now that that is cleared up time fo rmy real post.

My heart is breaking. Not because of a boy or anything but because i miss softball so much. People have been posting a lot of pictures on facebook from our season last year and it just make smy heart hurt when i see them. Quitting was honestly the worst decision i have ever made in my entire life and now i have to live with that regret. I dont know if i could ever go back. What am i honestly supposed to do? I have no idea

so honestly were you just stringing me alng this whole time? Did you really want me to come and see you? obviously you wanted her to come and see you too. What would you have done if both of us had actually been able to come up there?
Did you mean it when you said you loved me?
i dont even care anymore. Im seriously done with you

I wish my fever would go away.
yeah me and my momma have been sick.

Christmas was pretty good this year. It didnt feel like christmas.
Usually i get really bratty and end up upset that i didnt get something but htis year i really didnt caree all that much. i was just happy to be with my fam.
I did get a sewing machine though which made me oh so very happy.


Im not going to school next semestere. Im taking some time off to try and figure out what i want to do. I do have to get a full time job though bc i am officially cut off from my parents. Im not like banished from the family or anything, just financially. Which they really have no choice bc they paid for everything through loans and if im not in school then they cant get loans so now i must find a full time job with good insurance in the montgomery/troy area.
wish me luck...im growing up